old metal gears

Sparkles and Fruit of Inspiration

Inspiration can be fickle. I frequently get ideas. I have files and files of ideas. Some are for original fiction, even more are for fan fiction. Even keeping the ideas grouped together becomes an exercise in organization. Some ideas cannot work in some story environments, an insight on FTL communication is irrelevant to a sword and sorcery mood.

So I squirrel them away, like nuts for the winter, awaiting a time when my muse wants to write a romantic horror or expand on a plot hole in a fannish-universe. I have files with additional ideas for my own series, ideas for specific universes, folders with images or links to an article that held the germ of a story. I even have alternate ideas for stories already written, but it starts getting recursive, like “Groundhog Day.”

But I already have too many stories unfinished. Most are just these seed ideas, as I have been recording them since I realized I have a problem. Some have been partly written or even partly posted. Some even have at least one fairly full draft, awaiting an editor/beta, or even a second opinion.

(That is one of the advantages of fanfic, it has a lower standard so you do not get blocked by editing issues like I do.  Sometimes shockingly lower… and errors appear in too many small press and even major imprints today. I get close to crying when I see yet another use of ‘loose’ when character are afraid if they will ‘lose’ a fight. But the lower standard means the writers get offended if their prose was confusing and should be tweaked. But that makes them and their story look worse than the idea deserves. It takes a cool down, but I have taken and updated for questions on my works, but few bother even if I wish to improve my writing. But for me, a softer standard means I can put out stories without too much angst for my lack of a beta or editor) Original works are a different kettle of fish.  Physical prints can’t be updated. And I believe updates make the author look bad.  Updates to fix important errors or missing sections make software companies look unprofessional and incompetent too, but that boat seems to have sailed too long ago. There’s no good reason to copy the software companies.

But the shortage of even second opinions or beta, make editing my NaNos into monoliths of grinding through issues until I hated my original novels. Intellectually, I’m sure they’re decent ideas, but even looking at them another time makes me want to scream.  I guess you could call it block, but the story is already there.  This makes shorter works, especially fanfic ideas more tempting.

And as fanfic ideas reach fruition, and I get feedback if not money, my muse is far more tempted by non-original universes. A description of episodes from a single-season show from the fifties holds story kernels starts the sparkles flowing, enough to feed a score of chapters or episodes.

But I can’t write that fast anymore, and I resist adding yet another writing project to the ten to twenty unfinished works I already have in various stages of block.  I have three active stories, and handful awaiting attention, and I am trying to not start new works    So the more than one idea today got a write-up in one of my idea files… maybe for Nano.

Despite my good intentions, I wrote a humor flashfic this morning and posted it, getting reviews right away.

 

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